faathinn.

2007-12-18T03:53:00.000-08:00

How could you do this to me ? What kind of friend are you ? A lousy kind, seriously. When you needed help , you turn to me and when you're not needing any help , you forget me . Idiot . Who the hell do you think you are ? Maybe you thought what you did was not wrong . But I was hurt.

You're my biggest enemy now .

Will you stop acting like a bitch ? Are you lacking of attention ? You acted as if you know everything .

So what ? Get a life .

And you , im not your pet alright ? Dont stare if you dont like it . Dont make silly noises if you hate it . For now , im not your biggest fan anymore.

Said and done .

Later.

2007-12-16T15:10:00.000-08:00

Life's full of surprises .
It may be good .
It may be bad .
Noone can predict the future .
But we as human beings can only afford to be
patient .

later .

2007-12-14T19:22:00.000-08:00

Sometimes when I dont meant what I say , you took it so seriously .
Sometimes when I meant what I say , you ignore it .
Is this human nature ?
Maybe , maybe not .

later .

2007-12-11T07:09:00.000-08:00

Shak met me yesterday to give me my belated birthday present , an Eeyore , a rose & a flower .
Thanks alot buddy ! He knew Haiqal as there were pri sch friends . Sucha small world .Then, we waited for Azhar till we were charged for overstay . But luckily , we got to get away with it .
It was pouring non-stop and by the time I reached the chalet , I was drenched . Noone offered me a towel .Everybody was busy eating and barbecuing . How sad . When most of them came , it was already 10pm and I had to go home. If not I'll missed the last train . I reached home at 12 midnight . Slept like a log and had band prac today from 9-6pm .

I didnt knew that Ain could play the snaredrum really well . Her hands were stiff but still she got all the rhythms right . Qal , so how ? Its easy to play the bassdrum right ? Told you , with me around , nothing's a problem . hehes . Everyone is getting a hang with their own instrument .
We are progressing . Let's not give up alright ?

13 more days before we'll seperate .
I'll miss you guys hell loads .
(:

Goodnight ,

Later .

2007-12-08T20:12:00.000-08:00

Ohmy . I tend to eat alot & sleep long hrs nowadays . I gotta burn these fats. sheesh .
Life has been hectic lately . Been going to sch like almost everyday . I cant afford to complain can I ? I bet next year its gonna be much worst . Well anyway , I've bought my Puma schoolbag
already . Sorry gfs , we can't buy the same bag this year ):
I ran into Vicky at JP . Maths buddy ! I miss you so much ! Talking about Maths , I've yet to do any revision . Nor did I do my homework . This is pretty pretty bad . Urgh . Someone please help me !!

Last year's holidays are nothing like this year's . Im enjoying this year's hols . Been spending most of the time in school then doing nothing . I've learnt and discover things which I hadn't before. I guess I will miss my secondary school days (:

Finally , we are officially a NPCC Band . We sure do owe Mdm Wong .
Let's all work together towards our goal !

Qal, bsok jgn tk jadi uh .
ikot yer .
(:

later .

2007-12-06T16:09:00.000-08:00

Its 81oam now . Im gonna have a long long day today . Dikir prac followed by band prac .Then lunch with Syaz . Yay ! But Im not gonna get this opportunity to do all this stuffs again next year . I guess I should appreciate it . Im off now .

I cant get enough of your singing .
Oh boy .

later.

2007-12-06T07:51:00.000-08:00

My heart's melting .
& melting .
& melting .
heees.

Oh dear friend , you dont trust me do you ?
Its alright . But let me tell you once again ,
Im always here for you to lean on .

Later .

2007-12-05T05:03:00.001-08:00

Stop acting this way. Dont keep condemning yourself .
Ohno.
If I knew this would happen , I would not bring up that question .
I want you to come tomorrow .
Please do .

Later .

2007-12-04T06:00:00.000-08:00

i appreciate every single moments with them .
Im happy .
Really happy .
(:
later .

2007-12-02T04:50:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a blast . Being with the dikir barat was the best report I've done this year .
I passed my brother to Haiqal before I reached school which was ard 1.15pm . I was the latest to reach , as usual . Seri helped with my changing of baju kurung . The dikir barat had their last rehearsal before heading to the hardcourt . Upon reaching the hardcourt , we had to help Cikgu Azizah to set up the booth . The guys were really helpful . They did everything and I did nothing . So , Seri , Firah , Afiq & I went to have our lunch at the kopitiam . We went back to the hardcourt around 3pm . The weather was scorching hot and I started to perspire . I thought they would start performing ard 4pm but ended up it started at 6plus . I went and do my duty of interviewing them . I was a lil bit nervous but luckily Seri guided me . Then , we waited and waited . Snap pictures here and there . Finally , they performed . Iz was so nervous . His voice was a lil bit shaky . But still , its a good attempt.

After that , we had our late lunch and continued chit-chatting . I really love being ard these guys .They were so comical and well-mannered people . Their second performance was ard 8pm . It was much better than their first one . Every performers did their thing again . Around 9pm , there was singing and dancing . The guys danced infront of the crowd . It was so much fun ! I couldn't stop laughing.Syidin , ko memang sajak uh joget dangdut! Hahas .Then its night-night . Cikgu Az and Cikgu Siti sent me home . Reached at 11pm .

(:

later.

2007-11-24T21:06:00.001-08:00

Oh man .
I had to miss the NCO outing . Got 2 weddings to attend to today . Urgh . Hopefully , I'll be able to go Sentosa next friday . I really really want to meet you guys ! Well , thats all for today.

Uh-oh , Im getting into trouble again.

To all my beloved friends going for the Australia trip tonight ,

Hope you guys have a safe journey ! Bon Voyage !

Later.

2007-11-23T01:36:00.000-08:00

Bad bad bad mood.
Later.

2007-11-22T22:08:00.000-08:00

Hey . Mr Calvin , our new instructor came yesterday . He's quite young though . Well , no comments about him yet . He's still new anyway . I know some of you still miss Mr Hong . But I hope this great change is for the better . SYF falls on April 12 next year. We are only left with 3-4 months of practice . Not forgetting new members coming in next year . So many things to do yet so little time ! Im sitting for my O's next year too. Urgh . Can time pass a little slower?Just for me ? Erk . Wishful thinking ! Im supposed to start revising already , but i have not even started on any of my homework . That's really really bad . Im unable to focus on studies at home . Too many distractions. Oh man . I need help badly !

Dear friend ,
Stop acting as if you know everything . Please know where you stand . It is clear that your knowledge for that is way better than me. But dont be a hypocrite .

Later .

2007-11-20T18:58:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME (:
Im officially fifteen .
hees .

God knows how long I've been waiting for this day . And im sorry because I kept bragging about my birthday for the past 2 months.Hahas.My dear gfs , Syazlin , Hazlinda ,Syakirah , Szeqin & Yunwen celebrated my birthday at Vivo . They bought me a cake which tasted a lil bit like cheesecake .

We took pictures as I fed them one by one . It was heartfelt , really . Love you guys ! Then we headed to the cinema . I wanted to pay for my own ticket but these darling girlfriends of mine insisted that it should be their treat. Arent these people the best girlfriends everyone would like to have ? Geez . Syakirah was unable to watch movie with us as she had to pickup her sister . Anyway sis , you really look beautiful today.Much slimmer.Thanks to your jogging , i guess .Hehes.Syafiqah came along and she gave me chocolates .So sweet of you! We watched BRATZ .I wished I could own a walk-in closet like them .Hahs.It was a nice movie(:

After the movie , we went window-shopping and I ran into Arina. We were both excited to see each other . See you on Sunday outing! We headed home around 745pm.When I'm back home , the least my mum could do was to wish me . But she didnt . She was complaining as to why the house wasnt neat . Seriously, she showed no mercy . Even though my dad had no time to buy me present , he still wished me .My mum was a great disappointment to me today.I could cry but I tried not to . My gfs made my day a day to be remembered and I think that is enough for me . Ive said it once , and im gonna say it again . I love you guys to bits!

Dearest Azfar ,
It was really really sweet of you to call and wished me personally . I know I did wrong to you but you still regarded me as a friend . It was kinda sweet . Thanks alot :)

&
MILLION thanks to these people who made my day ;

Cikgu Muslim.
gfs .
classmates.
schoolmates.
bandmembers .
NCO peeps.
OBS peeps .
pri sch friends.
my dad .

let the pictures do the rest of the talking .

Later .

2007-11-20T18:38:00.000-08:00

Dearest Bandmembers,

Dont you guys think that its time you guys grow up ? By looking at the state of the band , shouldnt you guys start to be responsible and act maturely ? I know our band is on the rocks . Who are we trying to kid ? Its so obvious isnt it ?But wouldnt you guys put a little effort to salvage it ? What make it so difficult for you guys to attend band practices ? And I know the reason why though . You guys find band a bore right ?We got activities line-up for you but if the attendance is utterly disappointing , how are we able to carry out the activities ? Some of you gave excuses like you're working . i wanna work too . But if working is just an excuse for you to skip band practices , please dont do that . Set your priorities right .Grow up people .
Even if we are not able enter next year SYF , at least we tried .
Dont disappoint yourself(:

Later .

2007-11-20T18:16:00.000-08:00

Never did I thought that I would miss NCO camp so much. Honestly , I wasnt at all sure that I would be attending the 5-days camp without fail . But I did it , didnt I ?My gfs played a big part
when they encouraged me and told me not to give up easily . Thanks gfs(:

And also to these people who made everything possible :

CHRISTINE! CELESTIA! ARINA!
WANNING! LAYKAI!MAVIS! IVY!
XINYU!DANIEL! DANIEL! EUGENE! SHAK!
JIEXIANG! RYAN!ALASTAIR! HANWEI!

ps : NCO outing on 25nov .
im so looking forward to it (:

Later .